Spectacular Experience in the Park

hmm.....everyone,I'm back. lolll

I have been so motivated to update my blog recently, it's probably because I scheduled my classes in 2 days a week. haha  Most of my friends have got imperfect timetable, thank god I'm able to have my classes scheduled in 2 days. 

I have been thinking of either going to work to gain experiences as I never work before, experiences would play an important role in job interviews or attending language class or music class. I want to continue to learn Japanese as I have the basic and got interested in Korean language. As for music, I want to learn more instruments other than just piano, like guitar. As a conclusion, I probably won't go for working but learn guitar. Let's see if i will be attending music class or else just self learning.

Btw, my camera died on me. I have already sent her to the doctor and the doctor said it's fine, no problems ==" Then what was that when I showed you the problems? It's still in the hospital, and i'm gonna to get it in these few days.

And I brought my furkid to my hostel.She is been with me for almost 3 weeks. I brought her here was because I wanted to take to the vet. After that, I want to take care of her and feed her medicine, so she will be staying with me until she is recovered.So I'm not so free as what you thought. lolll 

Back to the topic,ya, I haven't start talking about my topic today.

JILL(momo), PINKIE(my furkid) AND I WERE LOCKED IN THE PARK FOR ALMOST HALF AN HOUR IN THE EVENING!!!!

wow, this really pisses me off.This happened is none of our faults!!

The park will be closed on 7.30pm everyday as what has written on the board. And what did the administrator do was locked the park before 7.30pm everyday. We have been unsatisfied for this lately as sometimes we went to the park at 7.00pm, we wanted to walk awhile more after our class, we still have half an hour which is more than enough.BUT WTF, HE TENDS TO ACCELERATE US TO LEAVE THE PARK AND LOCK THE DOOR AT 7.10PM.!!!!

It has been still fine as he still informed us he was going to lock the gate.

BUT ,today is totally different !!

I think because it was rainy,people in the park was really less. I went there 6.40pm and we decided to go home on 7.10pm. AND WE FOUND ALL THE GATES WERE LOCKED!! NO ONE INFORMS OR PATROLS AROUND BEFORE THIS!!WTF!!

There were a few people outside, they helped us to inform the guards.

I even called Sheut Ting to ask help from guards too.

HOWEVER, THEY HAVE NO KEYS!! THEY ARE NOT IN CHARGED THE PARK!!

Then I saw a few patrol roundsman passed by, I shouted for help.Finally, the man opened the gates and drove in to the park to lead us to the gate. 

I scolded him uncontrollably!!He replied me quite patient at first but he got mad as he was not the one who in charge the park nor locked the gates while I kept scolding him so loudly. He is a worker from Darnish and they are armed with keys in case of emergency. I apologized to him and he was so so friendly and nice as he understood my feelings and anger.I told him to imagine if that was you being locked in the park and what if I were alone ,how dangerous it would be.

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Two more Darnish workers came over and talked to us.I told them the situation, park is locked before 7.30pm everyday and even if today there was less people, YOU SHOULD PATROL AROUND TO DOUBLE CHECK,YOU CANNOT LOCK SOMEONE INSIDE IRRESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO OFF DUTY EARLIER!!!

One of the worker thought we didn't realize it was the time the park should be closed. I showed him my phone immediately, IT WAS ONLY 7.35PM AS WE STEEPED OUT THE PARK!!! Being trapped in the park and asking for them obviously needs more than 5 minutes. He was totally speechless and claimed it was not our faults.The other worker was so nice too, he calmed us down and said he knew the people in charge always close the park earlier.

There was a car passed by and the woman rolled the window down,asking us what had happened. She asked us whether we were safe and fine that made me almost broke down at that moment. The kind-hearted husband and wife calmed us down softly and made us laugh by saying if pinkie was a male, she will be able to protect us.

 We were trapped, I felt angry and aggrieved, every girl would break down if someone is caring of you like this.I felt so warm.Thank u auntie & uncle!! Sincerely... and thank u to the boy that walked to the guard house to ask for help and Sheut Ting that purposely drove out to the rescue. and Rina who helped us to find the people in charge Thank you all so so much :)

I went to have medi and pedicure after that. I was totally pissed and in bad mood after all so decided to have some relax session.I didn't do any nail arts this time, just painted with claret/red wine color. Claret is been one of my favourite colors but I never thinking to have this color on my fingers, I saw Huey Yen painted this color and it is so gorgeous, so I want to try this time.
And here it is!!

As a conclusion, I won't let this matter just go like this! I will complain and complain,
AND HOPING EVERYONE WILL TAKE CARE OF THIS MATTER SERIOUSLY. WE GOT RIGHTS TO USE THE PARK UNTIL 7.30PM AND WE DONT WANT THIS IRRESPONSIBILITY MATTER TO BE HAPPENED AGAIN,JUST IMAGINE IF THAT WAS YOU BEING LOCKED, DONT TELL ME YOU WILL NOT PISS.

"YOU WANT TO OFF DUTY EARLIER, YOU BETTER DONT WORK.-MY QUOTE"

Assignment's problems #2

Alright, I'm in the middle of doing my assignment that need to pass up tomorrow and if momo found out I'm still spending my time at here she would have killed me. lolll

Haizzzz~communications are very important at every single moment. But sometimes you just can't communicate in a proper manner when you get mad. We distributed the assignment's questions a few weeks ago hoping that they would start doing first and ask them to send to me yesterday. However, they said they couldn't finish and push a part for us.SO WHAT'S THE POINT OF DISTRIBUTE THE PARTS EARLIER??

 I'm personally think that it's FAIR ENOUGH on the distribution as we distributed it according to the marks. No of pages is not what matters, what matters is the content itself !

Distribution plays a role in decreasing the burden of one in doing that assignment, but i understand it's OUR assignments so must help each other when there're PROBLEMS. We helped in finding journals which I think we're doing extra as that's their part, they should be responsible for all that to complete,that's not considered as a problem right?

While in another assignment, hello lansi boy, pls mind your speaking and attitude, don't act like a boss, WE DO NOT OWE YOU!! You black face for what?? It's ain't easy to find suitable journals also you know?? And I'm not happy we were doing this heavy job in this assignment.No matter what happened, as a student, it's your responsibility to complete your assignments!

Friends......

Hello, I'm super tired right now but I feel like writing. I just finished a test today so yesterday night was a sleepless night. Oh ya, not forget to mention I have a presentation tomorrow. fml I'm having academic marathon.

Well, speaking of friends, I'm kinda anti-social and emotional recently and I think this is due to certain personal reasons of mine. From the bottom of my heart, I really love my friends alot,alot. at the same time I doubt do they love me as well? What would they think about me? They like me or not? These questions always come up in my mind.

I'm not bluffing, I'm that kind of person that would undoubtedly lend my helping hands to my friends if they need my help.I know I'm oversensitive and overreacting. One friend of mine(A) always like my another friend(B)'s updates but not mine. The point is I personally think that A and I knew each other so much longer than B and I believe our relationship is better than B. I really don't understand why could this happen. I know, a 'like' might mean nothings to you but to me, a 'like' is a support and as a  caring as well. This hurts me a lot.... seriously.....

Another case is one friend of mine(C) likes to tag people in her status.We have known each other for 10 years plus but when she tags people, she always left me out. Once again, I don't understand....Is it because I less mingle with you or what? My another friend (D) even realized C's action is so unfair to me. Fyi, I didn't speak this issue to D, D told E then E told me.I was really angry but now I could not be bothered anymore.

Moreover, I'm weird, when my friends mingle with another gang, I jealous and don't feel like to mingle with them anymore. =.=" Seriously I have no idea why would I feel in this way. When I see my friends posted photos of them with another gang of friends, I hate it. So much hate it. Thinking about the moment we were being together, we seemed taking really less photos, last time was on my birthday? I really don't feel like mingle with them anymore... I know this is stupid.

I still remembered on the fist day of my university life, I was really energetic to know new friends. But then I found many of them were not as friendly as I thought so I just left it like that. My friends and I are in different course, sometimes when forming groups for the purpose of assignment, I always feel momo and I are being left out or repelled by others. Actually it's not in the way that I felt, we have friends but all are in different course and timetable, but whenever I see others in gang, this thought popped up in my minds. :(

When I was little, I took part in so many various competitions inside my school and also outside and performances as well, I think this made so proud of myself and my friends jealous and hate me.So basically I got really few friends when I was in primary school. People tends to spread rumors and bully me. I'm not kidding, some of them locked me in the toilet by blocking the toilet doors with buckets. Seriously you have no idea what I had went through when I was a kid and this causes me become a very sensitive person.

That is why I become extremely careful when I mingle with my friends. I afraid of I made something wrong and they hate it then left me. My mom tells me that a sincere friend that know you well is more than enough, that's what you need. My mom tells me ever since I was little and I believe it now. All I want is someone who will stay, no matter how hard it is to be with me and I appreciate that I found one. Because of you, I'm not alone. Thank you ,guagua ,I love you.

KOSE x SOS

Oh hi,how you doing recently? I'm doing fine. Time flies sneakily.It's already week 3 of my    new sem and in the middle of the year. I feel so much stress recently :( All subjects are getting harder and challenging. 

And I actually quite afraid of getting older. There'are going to have a bunch of unexperienced things waiting for me in the future. In fact, I found things change quietly while we are unaware of. For instance, I 'd rather choose a cozy place to chill than shopping around recently.Or it's just maybe I have already fully discovered the place ? 

 And I also found I discuss things with parents as I grow up rather than obey. My parents tend to seek for my opinions sometimes when somethings happened. And I also bought quite a lots of skin cares recently. I don't know, I just feel like need to take a better care as I'm getting older. But like what my friend said, I have only one face for me to put on. hahaha!! well, basically I just love to try on new products, especially when those products are in bottles regardless what it is, I like to hand them in my hands then I got sense of satisfaction. loll  I know this is bizarre.

So, I bought Kose. The only product that caught my attention is their new released Sun Protect Gel. Did any word surprise you? The "gel" drew my attention.How come the texture of a sunblock is in gel? It's SPF 50 PA+++. I rarely found a sunblock SPF 50 with PA triple + in the market ,the one I have is from Origins, but I hate its heavy and greasy feelings. 

So I went to their counter to try out their tester, I decided to bring it home and also ended up bought this much. x.x The beauty advisor generously gave me some samples too which made me super excited. haha =pp The picture above included products I bought and also samples.

The beauty advisor gave me a tip which I think it is extremely useful and convenient. The purpose of this post is share this tip with you all. ^^

Normally, when it's essential, like our skin condition is really bad and need SOS, we pour our lotion or toner on a cotton then apply the cottons over our face l which is like the pic above. I consider this is the traditional way. I captured this from a box of cotton I bought form Naruko. haha
But now there's an advanced way I would like to introduce:) 

First, you will need to buy this from Kose. I called it tablet mask. It has 15 tablets inside and costs only RM18. You must wondering what is this right? haha Let me show you slowly.^^ And I have to say Japanese products are really awesome !!!You definitely can't deny that. 

It looks like this after taking it out. :)

Open up the case you will see 5 sets of tablet mask at the left and the empty space at the right.

CLOSE UP !! What underneath is there're actually 3 table masks in a set. Genius or not?!
And now you need this~
Sekkisei Lotion!! Actually I think any lotion or toner will do. It's not necessarily to use the Kose one. My Origins lotion works pretty well too.

It's  non-alcohol, soft and gentle, suitable for all skin types. It's like a vitamin water for your face. The moment I heard it can reduce scars , I was aroused as I got so many acne scars :( 

I haven use it yet, I applied this once on Momo's face only so far, so couldn't tell you the results yet. 


Now take one tablet mask out and put in the container at the right, then pump a suitable amount of lotion. You will need to estimate the amount of lotion by yourself until the tablet mask is fully absorbed and saturated.
Can you tell the tablet mask is expanding after  absorption? 

ps: Why I said the amount must be suitable? As if the lotion poured is not enough, the mask can't absorps and expands well. And if it is too much, the lotion will be wasted as the mask couldn't absorb anymore.But you can apply the over amount lotion onto your neck:)

Then just unfold it and apply it over your face !! Don't you think this is awesome?! From a tiny tablet like that to a sheet of mask !! I swear it took less than a minute to do all these steps.It's really very convenient.

Dengdeng~~!! haha That's not me, it's Momo. 

When I'm free, I will use all my products to do a facial for Momo, haha of course I'm not a pro, but I have learned some through the beautician who does facial for me by feeling her hands motion on my face. lollll 

Are you amaze by this tablet mask? I'm amazed at the moment I knew this mask.How cool is that? Hope you enjoy this !! Will share more tips with you all :) Next post will be about my hair!again~loll
 I actually wish to have a chillin' section with my girls later as they're going back hometown tomorrow, but today seriously is an exhausting day, my classes were from 8am to 6pm. And I slept at 4am yesterday. x.x Gotta off for dinner nao. :) 
                                                                   
                                                                                       xoxo

Assignment's problems #1

I never thought to post any blah or emotional post in my blog, I think of creating another one for me to blah, but i have no time to create a new one now so I blah here. Can't take it anymore, wanna scream and shout!! 

I'm so tension and stressed, couldn't get in the bed for the right time is killing me, I have not been sleeping and eating probably since few days ago. My lifetime is totally upside down. Weekly tests, assignments, interview and presentations~!! 

I know I'm a big girl now I have to be strong and independent, I really hate those girls who still like a princess or fragile glasses and just cry whatever happened. I REALLY HATE THOSE! I meant you should learn how to survive in this society because you are not a baby girl of your mummy anymore ! We should take care of our family when we grow older.

I'm so worried about our assignments, I completed my part but then still worry about how the assignment is going on, who to combine them,print,submit,soft copy~~~huuu~

If you wanted to be a leader, you better  handle those automatically. I'm like his nanny, nagging him around to remind him all these. WTF ! and I'm so worried about how people judge me, like she only talks talks talks and do nothing ~

I would like to do them all if I have enough time, I'm also the lead of other assignments and I did all those! How am I suppose to handle this more? hey man, since you said you will be the leader then you better fucking go to learn how to be a good leader ! Still, I told him, If you can't handle then leave it to me, I can handle it. I think this is the only way to stop me keep worrying. 

I'm so easily get emotional and bad mood recently. This made Momo suffered, I'm so so sorry, I didn't mean to be like this, but the bad mood just came in sudden and I couldn't handle them well. I don't want to talk to her, scold her, even it's not her fault or her matter, I also scold her.

 I need someone for me to whine then I will relax after all. I felt so sorry to her every times right after my actions. She is the only one that I can whine to as I know no matter how she will not leave me alone. So she is still loving me although I scolded her. lolll how nice she is, I'm so glad that she is by my side.

I wish to have some mouth drooling foods and cute doggies now to cheer me up, these are really effective you know? 

Feel much more better now, tell me if you have bad experience with your group members before, I would like to hear it and judge him/her together with you . =pp  

I miss my baby girl now :(